I’m sure I’m not the only person who has felt this way. I’m sure I’m not the only one who has experienced the frustration of trying to figure out what to do about things that were once just “normal”.
Like many other people, I have been trying to figure out what to do about what happened to me, or more specifically, how I can go back to a normal life. I had a good life, and I want to be happy again.
I know I’m not the only one. I know its not a coincidence that I feel like I can’t go back to a normal life. It has to be a part of me, somehow. Why is it that I always feel like I can’t go back to a normal life? Im sure I don’t have to worry about that, but it still worries me. What I don’t like about it though are the constant reminders of what happened to me in the past.
It’s all too easy to think that “normal” means “normal” in this world, but “normal” is a relative term. It’s a general concept, not a concrete and singular thing. What is “normal” in this world? It varies from person to person, but it can be summed up as: not too weird, not too different, and not too weird too.
That is exactly the point. We are all different people. Some of us are just normal, some of us are weird and abnormal, some of us are very different, some of us are just very weird. We all have a normal life, because we are all different people.
What makes it so hard is that we don’t know how to be normal. Because we’re all unique, we don’t know what normal is (or that we have it). Because we’re all different, we don’t know what we are, or that we exist. We don’t know that we are human, or that there is anything more than human in the universe. We don’t know that we are anything. We don’t know that there is anything outside of ourselves.
The things that make us all different are the things we are most aware of. The things that we call our own. We see this as an illusion that we are separate from what we can see, but it is an illusion, because there is nothing outside of our own senses. We are all connected, and we are all part of a much greater whole.
So when we say that the universe is big, we are only speaking in hyper-brief terms. It is in fact infinite, and in a way infinite is infinite. Many times we have no idea what is going on and we feel like we are lost, because we can’t understand what is actually happening. That, of course, is because we are simply not aware of what is happening.
This is one of those things that even Einstein struggled with. Einstein is famous for saying that the universe was all we knew, all we could ever want, and he eventually gave up on trying to explain it. He thought the real universe was too small and too chaotic for us to ever understand. In fact, we don’t even know what the hell is going on in the universe. It is all just an infinite loop of information.
That is why we are all trapped on a tiny planet full of information.